Nudity

My household is clothing optional. I've never lived in such a place, though when I lived in Montreal I applied for a place that was female and clothing optional in my early twenties. My house is all genders and I have seen most of my roommates naked and I tell people that there might be nudity before they visit. 

I love being nude, but the thing that's kinda new for me is that your often nude alone. Like you're walking into the bathroom nude. People don't tend to hang out nude, but they might get something from the kitchen or head to the bathroom. So since everyone isn't showering at the same time, you're generally the only one nude when it happens. Except when there's parties, then anyone may or may not be in some state of nudity.

I just went out for the first time when I knew there was multiple people in the living room because I forgot my phone in the kitchen. I noticed that my shoulders hunched protectively and my arms curled around my body. One day I would like to be able to do it with my shoulders pulled back, my breast high and proud. I know this day will come, I feel it in my body. And it might not be too far off.

What does it mean to be proud of your body? Is that even allowed? Am I allowed to weigh the 'right' amount? Have zits on my bootie? Have breasts that droop heavily and still feel proud of my body? I think so. An inhabited body is a sexy body. How can we resist someone that takes pleasure out of being in their own body? Sexy as hell.